the pressure is up.

baby i love you and i'll never let you go.
and if i have to boy i think that you should know.
all the love we made, can never be erased.
and i promise you that you will never be replaced.

just in case you all were thinking.
i did sing a happy birthday song to my one year old present.
but one good thing though.
nessa feels happy after doing that.
i don't know why though.
but yeah.
like another little stone off my shoulder to lighten the weight.


baby, rememeber our little la la land?
its still there.


nessa gets damn pissed off at people who don't reply messages.
make me waste my messages all.
i seriously don't believe in that at all.
so yuo goons and jackasses out there.
who don't reply messages.
go to hell.

sorry, just need to let off a litle steam.


Miss SHERYL KOH stabbed me.
so i have t do this.

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 3 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with (insert: pretty+nice assed+nice smiles+nice everything) girls.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

i stab;
amanda
christie
larris
whoever who wants to do this!

so why did nessa did this.
i don't know.
so now its science vs technology.


two more days before the birthday!
hooray!
i think i shall go watch a movie.
with hot guys.
but nessa cannot go to the zoo because there isn't anyone to bring her there.
cause ehr friend got no time for her.
and has no money.
oh well.
i shall be happy.
cause i'm spending it with my classmates and my mummy.
yeah.
the best way to spend your birthday is to spend it with the one who gave birth to you.
mummy!
i love you mummy.
i really do.
even though i'm a canstant bitch to you.
and rude.
and messy.
and make the whole house dirty cause my hair keeps dropping.
but i love you anyway.
you've stayed so strong for me.
now its my turn.
i love you mummy!